Perhaps I'm not the only one, perhaps someone out there share my sense of beliefs, perhaps right this instant somebody is thinking exactly the same thing as me.. but I feel lost. And lonely. Travelling down a much travelled path, by myself.
Right, I see myself as a lion. A true blue Leo, with its growing pride and puffing ego.
Ever since young, I've fantasized my dream world complete with haute couture, a respected job with similar status of income, a high flying society of acquaintance, generosity and lastly, my twins.
Weird to say that I don't remember ever having a man, much less a husband, in my fantasies, yet somehow I ended up with just that and nothing else.
I love my man, no doubt. But it's not enough.
Not enough, in this sense, to tame the lion in me.
So, I ended up somewhere in between.
A caricature, I feel.
Somewhere between my pride and a joke.
I feel lost.
But, what can I do? What AM I supposed to do?
Maybe time will tell.. just maybe..
1 comment:
Hang in there Lion, it is ok to be a cat once in a while instead of a lion, after all it is tiring to be a lion all the time. FYI, I share the same dream with you and sadly but true I have nothing of that except for the man... I never thought I will end up with...
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